a year ago I was excited to go to Marseille - and today?
Am I stumbling or floating? Living for the moment. How good it sounds but we expect to have plans and dreams. I don't know what's next and I somehow it makes me feel free, open to every opportunity that might show up and at the same time I worry about it. Only Humans find the will to survive in a meaning in life, since they are the only ones who're searching. Does a half-dead tree commit suicide? Does it doubt its significance? It keeps growing, no matter what, until its time's over and it won't worry, it won't regret, it won't doubt. Try to live in the moment and you live only in the trial. Contradictions all over the place and Alan W. Watts found the words I couldn't assemble and as soon as you think you understood you'll find your nose in a pile of shit. argumentum ad infinitum.