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bunkThree weeks now, almost,
since I'm back
and I still remember
my last night
sleeping in a foreign bed
where so many souls have slept.
Dreaming of their trips and ventures
friendships, parties, just no worries.
Then there's me, saying good-bye
to a place I did not like.
I meet two guys and one rolls cigs
while the other one picks strings.
He sings some songs by two big Bobs
optimistic, clear, with joy
but instead I hear my thoughts
and with them I hear your voice.
I ignore the shift in space and time,
I try to stay in thoughts right here.
We talk 'bout music, movies, god, religion,
'bout Australia, Europe, sea and snow.
It's my first night, since months, in company
I enjoy noises, dinner, family
and as the night gets dark we go to bed.
I write some lines and think about
the pressure and nervosity,
my stomach, angst, my future, plans.
Eating little, just for hunger
weak my muscles and my nerves.
What will I do? is still my question
Nausea caused by constant tension.
Exhausted I drift off
"creative" writing on a computer
which is more spent than the user
rhyming out and thinking 'sigh!
there is more than meets the eye.'
maybe it's the deprivation
and the quake of agitation
maybe it's just too much ranting
disallow the dream which's granting
some sort of nebulosity
and even more nervosity
but I don't wanna drift away
to still wake up another day.
well-rested?... and she thinks "when will this day be over?" and ...
Am I crazy? How can I Not see myself when the world holds a mirror up to me?
I wake up with you every morning and every night you bring me to bed. Why are you with me and why were you gone for a while? I don't leave you. At most I hurry ahead but you always stand behind me.
They say one should turn one's face into the sun and although I stick to it, I always see the shadow. Because in the world's mirror you can even see the background.
Tingly you dive into my body so that I don't forget. How could I? I turn to the side, you turn with me. I sit up, you hover upwards. My head is dizzy from the last night's wine but you? You make my stomach churn. My thoughts want to banish you and my heart loudly beats "Listen!" in my chest.
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