I do.Behind closed doorsI hide a heartvulnerable, open widebut I go outinto the nightdid not expectto see some lightso I'm surprisedand can't acceptor even trustin what I getwith warmth and solacehope and loveI start to seemore than just darkand I can feelmore than myselfhe speaks in riddlesdoes not explainwhat it meanshe won't attachbut he spelledthree wordsin actions and poisewithout ever using voicesuddenly, before he leavesI feel his breathand see his lipswhich form to say'You should know thatI DOlove you.'- M.
companion.Like a little boy, he seems.For the first time seeing and touching it.Insecure and shy.I take him by his hand,and into my arms.Like an old man, he seems.For the thousandth time seeing and touching it.Courageous and experienced.He takes my hand,and takes my fear.- M.
until the time has comeUntil the time has comeI will be waiting.Not for being healthy,nor for being happy.I will be waitingfor being healthy and happy together with you.I will be waiting until we are ready.For us,and for each other.- Me
hope there isshh ... don't say it loudit looks fleeting,like a cloud! - Me
dispensabilitythere is a differencebetween the Abilityand the Willto do something.The question is not if you Can live without,but if you Want to.- Me
psyxmeds placeboscalming melowering nervositysanity and peace of bodydelude mendand so pretendto be silent, pacifiedbut I'm still angryterrified.- Me